Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Where have all the sparrows gone ?



Recently I re-discovered the joy of feeding birds every morning like I used to, a few years back…each morning the tiny winged lovelies now flock to my balcony waiting for me to put out the grain…what joy !! It’s almost meditative to sip a cup of hot tea while sitting in my bed watching these birds and a lot of squirrels picking on one grain after another….mechanically…persistently…they just keep pecking.

Some fight (Oh so human) and wouldn’t let the others eat and in the process miss out on eating time themselves too J. Some, like a pair of parrots I see quietly just eating ..always together…sheer joy they are to watch. They take a break to go sip on the water that I have kept there…and then back to collecting more food in their beaks.

I have, along with the squirrels a lot of pigeons, mynahs, doves, a pair of white doves and some exotic little birds whose names I don’t know and together they are a joy to watch but sadly I find the little brown sparrows missing…completely. Not one.  Having been born and brought up in the city I have always had sparrows around me…in my garden, on the windows and merrily chirping away even inside our homes. I suddenly miss them.

I have read about the environmentalists over the past few years talking about almost a 50% drop in the population of sparrows in the city of Delhi but never really bothered about it. Today when it has become so very obvious to me…it is bothering me. I am surrounded by huge trees…have them in plenty and always thought I could hear them chirp but where are they ?

The reasons we are all aware of but still I list a few of them here…

Architectural changes:

Sparrows do not make their nests in trees…earlier they used to breed in our houses, the sun shades, the windows. The urban city scape doesn’t offer them that space any more…the apartments are tightly sealed leading to a lack of safe space to nest in.

Groceries to Supermarkets

A website explains that earlier food grain used to be stored and transported in gunny bags and some would spill…they fed on that. With super markets taking over that avenue is also closed for these tiny birds.

Mobile Radiations

The scientists who are trying to unravel the cause of Sparrow’s disappearance have identified a new culprit: the mobile phone. Studies have warned about the effects of these mobile radiations on reproduction and fertility of eggs. Animals navigate by the Earth's magnetic fields and these waves can disturb a bird's ability to find their way around.

Unleaded Petrol and Insecticides

The extensive use of pesticides and insecticides in our farms and gardens have created a scarcity of insects. The unleaded fuel, believed to be eco-friendly, has harmful byproducts. Though adult sparrows can survive without insects being a part of diet, they need these to feed their young ones, and hence, the infant mortality rate of sparrows has gone up.

Pigeons, Crow and other big Birds Population

Religious beliefs encourage feeding of a particular species of birds and therefore, the birds like crows and pigeons have outnumbered small birds. These birds dominantly occupy the feeding and nesting sites. And they have scared off our tiny winged friend and companion.

Some news articles over the past two to three years have mentioned that the bird has been spotted in pockets in Delhi…some colonies still have them…under some fly overs they have been spotted…but they seem to be fast declining and that is sad.

The only thing I see we can do is…if we spot any around our houses…we feed them. Put out some drinking water for them especially in the scorching heat of Delhi summers. That is one good deed one can do and get so much joy every morning. Also if there are some around you…take the trouble of putting up a bird house in your balcony, on your terrace…give them a home to come back to.

 Infact in 2010 the government also made the sparrow the bird of the State of Delhi.

I’d love to hear them sing here again…








Thursday, October 23, 2014

i don't know how to pray



I don’t know how to pray to God…never followed the rituals…never had any discipline…never read the scriptures…all I do is talk to him…have found him to be my closest friend, one who loves me unconditionally, one who can tell me what to do and what not do, one who holds me when I am down…one who is very very close at hand…
ot a party gate crasher until I force Him to gatecrash :-). (And that is when I am about to crash myself). He waited quietly, very quietly for me to open the doors and the moment I did, He walked right in…that’s all that God does…He waits…very patiently until we open the door. Then onwards he stays…
I don't know how to pray...i just love Him.

been a while

Its been a long while...i guess so much has happened in these past couple of years that perhaps words also fell short somewhere...have decided to come back to finding the missing links and the words and phrases...some tough and some that were fun...some that were very hard lessons and some that were merely this Universe's way of blessing me !! So yeah about time i touched base....so here i am :-)

Toota hua chaand

Toota hua chaand aaj phir latka hai neele aasmaan par
Sochta hoga phir koi apne maathe ki bindiya mein chupa le
To poora ho jaaun main

Koi is parchaayeen ko apne narm haathon se mita de 
To poora ho jaaun main 
Koi ashq bhi hai jo chamakta hai aaj chaandni mein
Yeh ashq koi ponch de 
To poora ho jaaun main 

Roshni bhi maddham si hoti lagti hai
Koi pyaar se muskuraa de 
To poora ho jaaun main… 

Yeh toota hua chaand aaj phir poora hone ke khwaab dekhta hai
Dil mein aata hai keh dun usse 
Abhi kuch waqt hai shaayad
Maathe ki bindiyaa bhi chamkegi ik roze 
Parchaayeeyaan bhi mit jaayengi 
Woh ashq bhi muskuraayega ik roz
Pooraa hoga yeh chaand bhi 
Bas kuch waqt hai shaayad.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

gar main kar sakti

Gar main kar sakti to meri jaan main yeh zaroor karti
Chupke se tere camera ke lens mein jaa baithti
Wo har manzar jo tu dekhta hai
Usse main bhi dekhti
Berang raaston ko apni mohabbat ke rang mein rang deti
Phoolon mein titliyon ko ghar deti
Hawaaon ko roop deti
Teri har tasweer ke rang chupkar badal deti
Phir teri jhunjhulaahat pe zaar zaar hansti
Teri ungaliyon ko choomti
Aur jab bhi woh camera tu uthaata
main tere haath ko daanton mein dabaa leti
kabhi kabhi jab tu nazaaron ko ghol ke pee raha hota
to tere chehre ko door se dekh choom leti
phir haule se hawaa ban kar tere baalon ko bikher deti
tere gaalon pe apne hothon ki namin chorh deti
teri aankhon ko apni ungaliyon se band kar sehlaati
gar main kar sakti to meri jaan main yeh zaroor karti
teri har tasveer ka rang chupkar badal deti
phir teri jhunjhulaahat pe zaar zaar hansti

wo ek lamha

Raat ko berehmi se cheerta hai
Mere dil ko aksar dabe paon aakar sawaal karta hai
Meri aankhon ko bewajaha rulaata hai
Mere lafzon ko yun udaasi ki chaadar peehnaata hai
Mere haathon ki lakeeron ko rangta hai
Kabhi haule se muskuraata hai
Kabhi chirhiyon ki chehchahahat ban
Aasmaan mein urhta hai
Kabhi phoolon ki khushboo saa mere seene mein ghar karta hai
Kabhi aayeena ban chup chaap mujhe dekhta hai
Phir raat ke sannate mein ghul jaata hai
Chaand ki chaandni sa chamakta hai
To sooraj ki garm lau mein pighalta hai
Dabe paaon meri chooriyon ki khan khan mein chup jaata hai

Wo tere jaane ka ek lamha.

waqt ke do kinaare

Waqt ke do kinaaron par chalte rahe
Aap bhi aur hum bhi
Yeh aur baat hai ki dilon ko faaslon ka ehsaas na hua
Badi muddat ke baad jo intekhaab hua
To yeh jaana, ki waqt ka dariya to kab ka sookh gaya
Na us paar aap the na is paar hum.

Har lamha teri jaanib hi guzra tha
Har dhdhkan jo tere dil se guzri thi
Mujhe bhi sanson ka pehraava, wahi diye jaati thi
Tujhe yaad kiya ho yeh yaad nahin aata
‘Falak’ ko rooh ka andaaz nahin aata

Ab yeh thehra hai
Ki yaad ab bhi nahin karte tumko
Bas is dil ki dhadkan ko mere dil mein,
akele dhadakna nahi aata
‘Falak’ ko rooh ka andaaz nahin aata.

dated : 3.9.2010